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Finally I got the streamyx installed. after waiting for two months and more. after all, it is the service of the malaysian way..

blog that bring chaos. it’s hard when no one can understand but u. not even that.

entahle.

Never ever I am so astound. That ‘rezki’ comes from many places, thru many ways. I am just ashamed, I am not able to really fullfil my obligations to Allah as good as I can. I cant ever avoid the temptation to look at ‘you know what’, but I have been trying all I might.

Help all in need. Love all you can. Help your friend if you can. Who knows one day you might need help, and through them is how Allah help you. Keep those that matter close.

Lately some of my friends have been having troubles with their love life. I am sorry that I can be more of help, but I guess we all have to go back to basic. get it? All you have to do, is find someone you really think you want. At least have a mental idea what u want. I know for girls sometimes it’s a long list. Boy’s are simpler. But never in this life that you will get all that you list down. So learn how to tolerate that.

But it is nature of man to love perfection. It’s like when you get down to business, all you can think of is why is this gurl of mine cant be more beautiful, or good in the kitchen, or more gracious than this friend, someone I know. OR you might think why is my boy is not that gentlemen, or never understand what I say, or try to understand my feeling. Or not cute enough.

In addition to this, sometimes our friends can be mean too. They would all say, how can you guys like each other. ‘It’s like beauty and the beast’. ‘Or apa yang ko suka kat dia tuh, dah la busuk’ or any reason for that matter.

Sometimes it is you yourself. Girls usually get their idea of a relationship from teledrama. I guess it’s too melodramatic. Guys are never like that. Sweet talk with you all the time. Know what words to say at the right time. And console you when you suddenly tells how bad your job is, or how tough your boss is. It’s just we guys dont know what to do, sometimes, but listen. Sorry dear *luv ya*. But I am learning.

Guys sometimes also have the wrong idea. But usually we are clueless. I have a friend who seems to never understand what girl actually want, hence the movie. Get it?

Sometimes ego is the answer. We all seems to think that we are the right one. What is the matter to accept the blame, truthfully? If you are sincere, the hurt/anger will not be long. Lagipun sapa kita nak ckp kita betul saja. But that is the hardest part.

But those are why relationship will fail. It is bound to fail. It will fail no matter. Unless those who are in it, take some sort of steps to prevent it. Proactively. It’s like walking uphill. It is not easy. You have to find things in common, and avoid all the rest like a plague. Never highlight it. Take times to enjoy whatever things outside work. And dont just concentrate on yourself. Take time to listen and support.

Hei, call me lah if need help or anything. Yang single tuh, aku ada kawan yg baru je putus cinta. Dia kata, dia dah fed up ngan pompuan yang ego trip. Payah jugak. Aku syukur dapat sesorang yang memahami. dan senang ngam ngan aku. alhamdulillah..