Lonely Day

Such a lonely day
And it’s mine
The most loneliest day of my life

Such a lonely day
Should be banned
It’s a day that I can’t stand

The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life

Such a lonely day
Shouldn’t exist
It’s a day that I’ll never miss

Such a lonely day
And it’s mine
The most loneliest day of my life

And if you go
I wanna go with you
And if you die
I wanna die with you

Take your hand
And walk away

The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life

Such a lonely day
And it’s mine
It’s a day that I’m glad I survived

Life is no fun. My work is ruining my health. And I am feeling dumber every day spending time working with these idiots. Kiss some ass and you could get upwards professionally fast, and easy. In front of the idiots, all you need is to talk fast, and sounded confident with added spices of technical term that you are sure the idiots never understand enough to counter what you talk about. the key word is confident. I guess all that you can do when speaking with an idiot, who has a degree in physics to manage a semiconductor industry and all his other idiots. Even the vendors are laughing at their idiocies. I once caught my immediate boss/idiot playing solitaire during work. WtF. All I was doing as this time busting my ass, and the idiot was ‘playing’. Idiots were also smooth talking to the ladies. The worst part is, the ladies were like taken by the idiot’s charm. Furthermore, the idiots seemed to have certain politics to bring up the same idiots. I thought in a multinational company, such racism dont exist. I heard one of the idiot’s goon, who had a same skin color, started out his ‘professional life’ as a technician. Due to some fine ass-licking till the black turned wax shiny metallic like, he was promoted. The story went that he faked his resignation, saying he went to work for some other multinational company in Penang, which manufactured hard drive. But actually was, he went for an internet company to get a stupid ‘pay-up and you get a degree’ program. Suddenly he was promoted to a senior engineer due to his valuable addition to the company, when he rejoined the company. How the hell he got pass HR, it confused the shit out of everyone. His work? A lot of issues and problems and he was screwing around like nobody business. Often time, someone else had to come and cleaned up. I guess it does pay to clean drawer like that. Next time, I am gonna lick, no, not just like lick, polish and put in some soap so that.. Nah, I have a principle. I am quitting. Gimmesometime. But quitting with a vengeance. I am gonna kill someshit up.

Dear,
How far have we come from here to there? Do you remember?

Have we not know what we like?
How we think? How we understand?

How we felt for each? How even we feel when the sky is dark?

Hey for the name is pure
Are you there?
We are what we are inside.
As long you understand this…

I dont know if you understand this

Luck is what we need right now
Use all the strength
Voice out all your anger

Yesterday is not meant
Only to learn from
Under the guidance of god. amen.

Regards,
Me..

A mist in the morning
Drink heavy
To cloud my judgement
and misery.

Drunken stupor to work
she helps me
To raise up during sun
shines on me.

Walked the downtown of

Taipei

. Lotsa people. The city is even livelier than the KL, and it seems like all people were so busy with their business getting here to there. Maybe it was Friday night. The weird thing was, there were so many people still at night. Even kids with their school uniform. Some cuter than the other. Some even looked like mixed Chinese or something Pan-Asian. None speak English, and seems like if I wanted to travel to mainly Chinese people, might as well learn some.

Living in NT$3000 a night

Howard

Plaza

. A night cost me $100. Quite a cool place and nice view of the back alley. At least I got the taste of the riches. Of how the rich got treated and how money actually get you stuff you never wanted To be rich in feeling.

Went to

Taipei

101 yesterday. The building itself is 101 storey high, and the highest we could go is 92 with the nice overlook. IF the night is cloudy and windy, they would allow you to the 89. Got some nice binoculars where you can put coins in.

The elevator is a nice technology where the speed is 60 km/h. In itself, I was equipped with automatic compressor/decompressor of air system where air was pumped in out of the elevator as to avoid ear-bursting incidence. Got a neat suspension system to absorb the fall and deceleration and if the metal string were broken into two, the braking system would ensure no free-falling to certain death.

In the center was what they claimed to be the first open-to-public wind damper technology. The center was a big ball, which were many pieces of some thick roughly 2 cm metal steal plates welded together. The ball had neat system at the bottom where it was connected to the hydraulic actuator controlled by computer to absorb the vibration caused by the building. For further info, check into howstuffworks.com.

Later, after some picture taking, went home and later walked the street of Taiwan of Kaishung. Discovered some night spot where curvy tall skinny girl were going into night clubs. Initially I wondered why it’s like that. I guess because is just the way world works.

Tonight went out to shop some gadgets. A one gig USB thumb drive costs roughly 600 – 800 depending on the brand. Sony one costs bout NT1000. That’s roughly RM120. I believe that is cheap, aint it? Don’t really know my gadget.

I guess I need to check my reality. Am I up in this game?